We have a Chance in Life With Hope

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Doug Bolton, the founder of Signs of Hope, is writing a new book, “Signs of Hope for the Military: In and Out of the Trenches of Life.” It reaches out the military and veterans who may be battling anxiety, fear, depression, addictions, rejections, PTSD, and many other usual suspects. There are 22 military connected suicides every day. That is almost one every hour. We need to help stop those statistics. Be looking for more updates about the new book.

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Hope’s Chances

The British mother, straight blond hair across her eyes, couldn’t look at the TV camera. As she and her partner stood in front of the media, they released what was left of their hopes. Their infant son Charlie, born with a rare genetic condition, had suffered massive brain damage. The parents fought hard for his life, but in the end, no doctor could help him. Now Charlie would be allowed to die in peace.*

Hope’s last thin wisp disappeared like morning mist. For them, all that was left was a sky with a hole in the shape of their baby boy.

We grasp for and cling to a crazy kind of hope when a child gets a terminal illness, when the cancer comes back, when nobody leaves the light on in your personal tunnel of woe. It’s hard to keep hoping in the face of a death sentence, yet we often rise to the occasion. “I’m hoping against hope,” we say, and smile to prove it—even when we know we don’t stand a chance.

But is hope sometimes foolish, setting us up for certain disappointment?

In my journey with my adult children, hoping they’ll recover from drug and alcohol abuse, I’ve sometimes wondered how far my hope can stretch. After decades of dealing with one son’s meth addiction as well as his two brothers’ alcoholism, lately I hear myself using words like “intractable.” It sounds a little like incurable, and a whole lot like hopeless.

The first time I said this aloud, I was interviewing a man who’d recently lost his son to the opioid epidemic. I was referring to my middle son’s meth addiction, which experts claim is harder than heroin to kick. “At this point,” I said, “my son has been a meth user for more than half his life.”

The man said he was sorry to hear it, but in my mind, I was suddenly standing mere inches from a speeding train. With a racing locomotive’s hot breath on me, only a fool would give me or my son a snowball’s chance. I waited for impact.

Until I remembered.

Hope isn’t always about odds. Often, it’s a way to keep going when you’re falling apart. Mostly, it’s about love.

My son has said and done things to his family that could make your whiskers curl. He’s called his dad and me names, cursed us blue and has stolen and destroyed property. In a meth-fueled rage when he was barely out of middle school, he attacked his Marine Corps veteran father.  My son’s been through inpatient treatment at least three times and outpatient rehab even more. We’ve gone to family and personal counseling, twelve-step meetings and educational programs on his behalf. So far, recovery hasn’t really stuck.

Some days, I catch myself thinking this addiction nightmare will never end. After all, meth is very hard to beat, and studies show that addicts’ chances dry up if the user doesn’t have much to lose. My son has no job, no spouse, no kids and no home except with us. There’s no parole officer or even a driver’s license to hang over his head. If he continues to abuse drugs, he’ll eventually also give up his youthful vigor, handsome looks and even his teeth.

But I try to remember that my son is not meth. What he does isn’t right or healthy or even tolerable, but he is much more than the sum of his sins. Much more. He’s a part of me, and I cannot stop loving him, encouraging him, and yes, hoping for him.

Some would say the hope expressed by baby Charlie’s parents was not only unrealistic, but cruel. Where’s the upside of an infant who can’t breathe on his own, see, hear or swallow? If meth addiction is indeed intractable, why not throw out my son and be done with it?

The answer I always seem to find is simple—love. Nestled inside a cocoon of love—foolish or not—a fragile hope can push back at the ugliest of prognoses.  We hope because we love—our families, friends, statesmen. And my kind of love always includes a Presence bigger and more mysterious than anything I can imagine.

The circumstances may still suck. Babies may slip away to be angels, senators may succumb and addicts may never stop using. Life is beautiful and frequently terrible, as Frederick Buechner says. Hope knows this all too well but still says, “Sure, life is awful. But I love you and I’m not giving up on you.” And our hearts get lighter for a while, just knowing someone is pulling for us.

When common sense says cut loose, hope keeps me from crumbling into a soggy mess. From time to time, hope even scolds me for using words such as intractable.

The Old Testament book of Ecclesiastes—not to mention the Byrds of sixties’ rock and roll—says there is a time for everything: sowing, reaping, birth, death, you-name-it. Yet throughout scripture, we’re reassured that if we place our hope in God, we’ll never be disappointed. Even old Job, whose life was an absolute train wreck, didn’t stop hoping in God.

The parents who hoped for their terminally ill son’s cure may as well have tried to catch the wind. They gazed at his tiny face and saw more beauty than anything, even with his grave condition and a feeding tube shoved up his nose. They probably sensed Charlie didn’t have a chance, but their love for a son outweighed the sorry odds.

Their experience has shown me how small and limited I can be about my hopes for my own son. Where graphs and charts and polls show meth addiction to be like a cancer that keeps coming back, I search for the good in my son’s still beautiful wide smile.  I’ll keep my slightly crazy hopes on display, partly to keep from strangling him, mostly to keep loving him. Will he ever stop using drugs and live a clean and sober life?

“It’s a long shot,” said the man who’d lost his son to a heroin overdose. “But don’t you ever give up hope.”

“Not a chance,” I said. “Not a chance.”

*Charlie Gard passed away one month short of his first birthday. May he rest in peace.

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The Wind Always in your Face? Turn Around! Go Towards God

“For I know the plans I have for you.”  declares the LORD. “Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. “

Jeremiah 29:11

This verse is painted on on the living room wall of my niece’s home. I just left there this evening.

There is a story behind why my niece and her husband put that verse on the wall.

They gave birth to little Cooper two years ago, but the doctors said that there were several birth defects involved with this child. First of all, they didn’t think he would be born alive because he had a defective heart, and maybe brain damage. He also had deformed feet called, “club feet.”

The family was devastated, and we all gathered at the hospital to be with our niece in case Cooper died.

The little guy made it through the birth, and the doctors said there was already some kind of miracle, because would the saw in his brain damage had disappeared over night.

He still was very ill with a heart that was defective in one of the valves. They felt this would kill him within the first twenty-four hours.

Little Cooper made it through the first twenty-four hours. The doctors said he would need open heart surgery as soon as possible. So before Copper was even a month old they performed open heart surgery on him. The next few hours was critical.

A complication came up where they couldn’t even close up the wound on Cooper’s chest because the heart had swollen up so much they couldn’t sew up he chest. So he laid in the intensive care for days with his heart laying open.

Then God began to perform another miracle. Little Cooper began to heal. The doctors were finally able to close his wounds, and he started gaining strength.

So tonight, two years later,  Copper was spinning around with glee, getting dizzy on purpose, and falling to ground with loud giggles. He is the toughest little man I have ever seen.

He is not out of the woods yet. He has had to have several surgeries for his clubbed feet, and will eventually need further work on his heart, but for now he is a beautiful blond haired, blue eyed angel.

We all recalled tonight the memories of when we thought we were going to lose him, and how full of energy and love that he has now. Thank you dear God!!

God has a plan for everyone of us. He wants us to prosper, and doesn’t want to harm us. He also has plans to give us hope and a future.

Never give up even if the darkness seems to be all around you.

Think on this:

  • It is always darkest just before the dawn.
  • The light at the end of the tunnel is Jesus showing us the way.
  • God is taller, wider, stronger than any wall that you may face.
  • If the wind seems to always be in your face, turn around and go towards God.

Don’t let Satan take control of your life. Stand up to him, and let God be your shield. Satan is just a poor misguided angel, and God is the supreme God over all the angels and the universe.

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